Meeting In The Aisle

We talked and I think everything is OK. But I I don't know if when she says she doesn't know if she's available to go out Friday is a true statement or a signal to a blow off. The OCD part of me just gets sad thinking that the next entry might be an it's over entry.

And then there's work. I was frank with the attorney I work with about me potentially giving notice. How does he try to convince me to stay? The legal version of "Marty, you're a worthless slut and only I can make you happy 'cuz no one else is going to put up with your shit."

Lately, I've been dreaming about being on vacation, about travelling to a beach.